Love Addiction

Is it in my head or my heart?
I'm fighting a losing battle against a greater force than I
At times, I wanna grab it by the throat and choke it
At the same time I wanna embrace it
I'm confused...its good for me but can fuck with my emotions
Sorta like smoking that morning fag;
Giving me that 'feel good', care-free feeling but behind the scenes its killing me slowly
I want it, I need it, I can have it but don't want it...or do I?

Love